Saturday, March 28, 2009

what will people do without it...


first of all
IM NOT IN LOVE
however
im in love with the idea
of being in love
for past few weeks
i've been laying low, rolling in bed
trying to convince myself
"my life is perfect..."
for a minute
i tot it was
but somehow along the way
i figured that...
"my life sucks!"
for so long
well, not THAT long
i've been struggling
to prove that being in love
at your 20's is just a game
there is no true love
when u cant even handle yourself, BY yourself
indeed at some point
my theory was true
i guess now im just tired
of trying to prove
when i know nothing's going happen
if i didn't try it out myself

love
what do we know about love?
i know that
ur love for ur family
aint the same
as loving other people...or things
but if love
is giving up a space in ur heart
how much space can u give?
how much space must u divide in order
to be fair?
and most importantly...
how much love u need to give up that space in ur heart?

what i call love, Vol. 1

6 comments:

Syeeqa Nazor said...

wahhh...terdiam kejap bace entry ko.. :P

Phat-ness said...

hehe
xde keje sebenarnye
ak buat ni lepas tgk blk sex and the city
tetibe inspired utk post pasal bende nih
btw,
ko terdiam tuh maknenye post ak ni ok? or ko terdiam sbb terkezut ak pilih topik ih? or sbb len?...
;P

Syeeqa Nazor said...

terdiam bcoz aku terkejut when u actually talk about love.. :p

Jason G said...

love isn't about giving up something. it just happens naturally and mutually. it's not supposed to feel like a task. it's supposed to feel like a blessing. it's something that makes you smile sheepishly at an instant knowing that there's someone out there who loves you the way you love that person..so much that they feel you're worth the journey.

Phat-ness said...

ur right
but if ur not willing to give up a space in ur heart, how can u fully love a person like that person is a part of u? of coz its not a task but its just something that u eventually do it, even without u noticing it coz when u truly love that person, it means that the person has a special place inside of u. that was my point...

Phat-ness said...

btw,
smile sheepishly?
senyum kambing eh...lol